Loved and lost.
Funny isn't it? How quickly you can meet someone who can turn your whole world around, sweep you off your feet. I'm diving head first, falling so fast, not sure what to expect.. but enjoying it all the same.
All of my life, where have you been? I'm wonderin' if I'll ever see you again..
And if that day comes, I know we could win, I'm wonderin' if I'll ever see you again
I am so completely, head over heels in love with you. I want to laugh and cry with you, watch you sleep and wake up with your arms around me.. like the good old days.
Someday I'll laugh and tell you to come a little closer.. I'll kiss you and tell you I've wanted to do it for so, so long. I'll tell you that I have to tell you something, then I'll confess how in love with you I am. Then we'll be happy. Or at least I will.
Sitting in the back of that old Chrysler Dynasty.. your arms wrapped around me, listening to "Heres to the Night - Eve 6". Watching the stars. You kiss me, and tell me you love me but you're 16 and what's love to you? Whatever it be, we've still got it.
Running on the beach, holding hands, watching the sunset, just smiling. The time flys when we're together, it slips away too fast and we could never spend enough time together.
When that song came on at the end of prom, all I thought of was you. I was with him, but all I thought of was you. I looked over and I couldn't find you, so I just stayed with him.. remembering you. Timing has something against us.
Time frustrates me, fate keeps twisting and we get so close but not close enough. To be with you would make me happy for life. But I guess we're not meant to be just yet, we have more growing up to do.
I see you. Our eyes light up. You put your arm around me and my head still fits perfectly on your shoulder. Your warm golden skin embraces me and I know that if you didn't pull away, I could've stayed like that forever.
I still love you so much. Others have come and gone, but you have always stayed in my heart. Until the end of time, my love.
Her name is mentioned, his betrayal remembered. Panic, rage, pain rushes through my viens.
I think of you.
Draining. Equilibrium. Softness.
I'm happy.
