A sudden realization that what I felt is not what I feel. For him, at least.

But the present, on the other hand, it's so exciting. Similar to the past yet far better in so many ways. Finally I've been swept by a brush of luck! What more could I ask for? Everything I've ever dreamed of is right before my eyes.. is mine. Oh how I love to love; To be in love, to feel the sensations that it brings.

I leave behind a former love, but fondly I leave it there. I smile because it happened, and I can happily remember it. But I look forward to new things such as this. Life, be it so exciting. Never do you quite get your fill of love, never do you really reach a point where it is impossible to love again, or impossible to love more than you do. So enticing, it is.   ¶ 5:47 AM