Why are there so many beautiful boys in the world?

I'm so confused. Went out last night. Met this guy. Cool guy. Cute guy. We have so much in common- he's doing a kiniesiology degree at UNB, plays basketball, his dad drove horses with my dad, and he's a gym rat. Okay, is this not totally ME?!

Maybe it was the alcohol, but I felt something. Maybe it was his words, telling me that he'd never met a girl at a bar before but I was an awesome girl. We just kept making all these connections. I don't know.

But I love Chris.. right? We've been going through some rough times lately it seems. We didn't speak for 3 days last week. Things feel like they're nearing the end, they have for a while. I just need a good hug I think.

We'll see what tonight brings.  ¶ 5:10 AM