Loved and lost.
Life would be so much more simple if I didn't feel so completely happy whenever I see you, we hug, kiss on the cheek.. and that's that. When I'm with you, I can't even describe what is I feel. It's something I do not feel with anyone else, and never have felt with anyone else. It's the best feeling in the world. It makes me sad that I can't have that feeling ALL of the time. You are the love of my life, and it is so completely irrational. I love you, and because of that I am so confused. So confused. I know you feel the same, but our current environments prevent anything from happening between us. But our time will come. It will come.
An MSN conversation.
A freakin' MSN conversation.
And my eyes are glittering and my hearts pounding, and I'm gloating inside.
I need to get a life.