What the hell was that and where did it come from.

A little ball of spinning emotions. Always there in the back of my mind, mangled amoungst other things.

Tonight was nice. I enjoyed the drive home. I enjoyed the love life conversation. I can honestly say I will make more efforts to have more nights like this.  ¶ 9:50 PM

  If forever's all we have, what are we waiting for.

Thank you Ryan, for providing me with the confidence to help me realize I am beautiful, I am wanted, and can be happy.

Thank you Jon, for sharing what we had with me; Teaching me that true love is more than a fairytale; For always being a friend. You'll always be on that pedestal noone else can reach.

Thank you Dan, for lending a listening ear; For teaching me that someone out there is interested in learning everything about me; That I am interesting.

Thank you Nic, for teaching me that I really do have self worth, I am really am strong, and I really could move on.

Thank you Chris, for opening my eyes to the world and helping me realize there are sweet, genuine, patient people out there who are full of love and trust. Thank you for making me feel comfortable with myself, for all of your time and patience.. I love you.  ¶ 7:06 AM